Yup I am sad again. Fuck earth
Yup I am sad again. Fuck earth
Yay!
So today was valentines day. Wee!! I don’t really care about that too much. Just wanted to say that today was a good day in my life! At first I kept hearing a bunch of singles awareness shit, and I really hate it when people call it that. So I looked down on the rest of the day. But then I saw Sarah I. The hall way, she saw me from down the hall and started running at me with open arms. I caught her and gave her a big hug. That really made me happy… I am not in love with her or anything, it just really made me happy… I am a big huger… So after THAT moment, my day started to get better and better, with shooting for the marathon dance opener, and going to crew (love those guys), and coming home to Skins and Friend. Yup. Today was good.
I will hopefully be posting more often, because it feels good sometimes.
Peace, Love, Dope,
Will Barker
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I think I seriously do have some self esteem issues. I think I have a problem. Too many things are going through my head right now to the point that I can’t write anything down. Yup. Nothing. Fuck this. I’ll feel better later. Just need myself, and my thoughts.
Peace, Love, Dope,
Will Barker
You know you have a problem when you start missing someone you’ve never met.
Peace, Love, Dope,
Will Barker
We only had 1 exam today, got out at 10:30 leaving me plenty of time to go get Starbucks with Sam and Molly. I come home and all I hear is the fighting between my mom and sister. They are fighting about anything important, just a whole lot of, “I hate you” and “I’m moving out!”. Try and escape from it all and go to my friend’s house. 15 minutes in, him and his mom start fighting about school or something. Fight continues to the point that I got kicked out of his house. So with 2 houses down and a shotty attitude, I went to my OTHER friends house. Went to the thrift store and almost got lost. Still in a bad mood. Got a cheerwine float, still in a bad mood. Came home and watched skins, felt a little better. Some times I just get that feeling that I really want to be away from people. Sleeping in will feel real good… The only thing I have been asking for all day is someone that I can vent my girl problems to. But most of my friends know me as someone who doesn’t talk like that, so yeah. Fuck it.
Peace, Love, Dope,
Will Barker
So today was pretty fucking weird, but also pretty awesome. So I found out that this girl who I do not like, like have feelings for, has feeling for me. Which Im no going to sat who it is on here, but like why the fuck would she like me… If she confronts me about this… I don’t know what’s going to happen. But so on to the awesome. I left school early and got lunch, then came home, did some graphic design, then went out and bought dead island. Played a little bit, whatever… But then I got on iChat and talked to this girl from New York for like 5 hours… Wrote almost none of the script… Whatever, ‘twas a good day. Didn’t think about her…. That…. Much…. Well actually now that I recall… never mind…
Peace, Love, Dope,
Will Barker
So I don’t know If I like her right now. I told write all of the awesome things about her, and say something like all of things things about her make me like her even more. But right now, I think it is safe to say that I kind of have more important things going on. I’m writing a movie… This could, no, this IS the thing that will keep me from thinking about her. This is a good thing.
Peace, Love, Dope,
Will Barker
I think my parents think that I am mad depressed. I’m not. I just get sad sometimes. And sometimes I really don’t want to talk to my parents. And sometimes my parents won’t stop coming into my room to offer me food, give me a space heater, to tell me things are going to be ok, when right now, I just want to be alone. Alone with my own thoughts, and a computer. I edit best when I’m sad. I feel almost as of I am becoming an annoyance on tumblr to the very few people who follow me. If I am annoying you, feel free to unfollow me, it just makes me feel a little bit better when I write down my thoughts in a somewhat public manner.
Peace, Love, Dope,
Will Barker